Cam :p

So unfortunately my bulimic tendencies followed me to confirmation camp. I would eat then run to the bathroom. I still feel as if I've gained some weight...blahhh! Luckily my friends were there they don't know but still, they were incredibly comforting. A guy that I have been crushing on came down to run the fishing derby thing. I caught 8 fish yayyyyyyyyyy! His name is nick but I think he likes another girl. Shes a beautiful thin dancer. I want to be her... I crave his attention or any guys attention. I just need to feel beautiful...... I have to stop writing right now I'm on the verge of a total meltdown. But one last thing I want you guys to know..... I WILL BE THIN AND STRONG AND BEAUTIFUL!