BINGE DAY!

My whole day was devoted to binging AND NOT PURGING!! And yes I feel like a fatass but on top of that I learned that 50% of all of the calories/sugar/fat you eat are already absorbed into your body within 30 minutes of eating it! HOLY FUCKING MOTHER OF GOD! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!?!?! I also learned that I have lost 30% of my muscle mass and I'm starting basketball in a month and a half!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF?!?!?! So I have quit binging and purging and started eating healthy lifting weights and doing 30 minutes of intense cardio every day. I'm pretty sure I'm going to cave in the near future but, I will assure you I will NOT PURGE! I'M DONE WITH MIA AND THE HELL HOLE SHE'S CREATED!!!!!!!!! I'M FUCKING FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!