Blaaaahhh!

Ugh... I feel yucky and fat but I discovered I actually lost 7 lbs in the past week :) yay! I'm going to start working out a LOT and eating less and less. My stomachs still not flat and my legs still aren't toned but i intend to fix that! I'm worried about looking like a flippin beached whale on vacay :P we're going to cocoa beach fla and there will be girls running around in bikinis and i'll be sitting there in my tankini feeling horrible. This sucks oh and guess what I discovered I grew another 3 inches since Christmas putting me at just over 6 ft. I'm still not done growing! My doctor says I have another 5 inches or so. Might as well try out for the WNBA while I'm at it. Most girls my age are done growing...this sucks! I'm probably going to gain even more weight. I wouldnt be surprised if i topped the scales at 200lbs. I would probably cry my eyes out for hours if i saw that.  Luckily I'm no where close to 200 and I will continue my rant some other time so...Peace, Shalom, Auf Wiedersehen, Adios, Goodbye :)